Dear everyone, time for an update and some thoughts..
Those that follow my story will know that I had an amazing change a year ago when my tremors drastically changed and more or less disappeared. For a year I had almost no tremors at all - absolutely amazing and fantastic. (also amazing to consider how quickly you adapt to the new situation and how difficult it is to remember life as it was before..)
This September, after a flu with super-high fever and antibiotics, I have sensed the tremors coming back a little bit again. Not at all as bad as before I was helped, but a bit worse than before the flu. It's so irritating
not being able to know if the fever actually had something to do with the OT becoming worse again or if its something else! Perhaps I need a new input of energy medicine what helped last year? Perhaps worries about the elderly parents and demented Mom is causing more stress and more tremors?
I'm still off all drugs and not even near needing them, the tremors are only troublesome some mornings and in some situations. Most of the time I rarely think of them, apart from realising I think about it again (which I didn't do for over a year) if you see what I mean.
But to be honest, I worry a bit..
On the positive side I also feel that I can influence an immediate situation a little bit. The mornings when tremors are bad, I can say to myself that "stop this, all is ok, no need to worry and tremble, relax, breathe, take it easy" - and it seems to help.
Perhaps only mentally? Perhaps I do have more tremors than I think, but I manage them so well I do not feel them? So many thought without answers..
What I do now, as mentioned in an earlier post, is to read more about IFD foods and see if an increased intake of anti-inflammatory foods will help my general being. At least more greens will not be harmful!
Any input to the above is most appreciated,
wishing you all the best possible 2014!